#4 Fix You

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There was a time when you try to put the reality into your logic but still not able to fit in. Cause in fact, there are so many things in life that we can't understand. When justice just becomes a pile of shit, or when your effort just ends as a stack of ciggs box.

The bigger hands, sometimes, can control us. But one thing for sure that I know is... The biggest hand never misplace our fate. As long as I live a life with all my heart, I can find the best I can be. Anywhere, anytime.

So. Yes. Here comes my optimism again. Couple days ago I told someone that I have so many optimism that in fact just kill me in the end. Truth is, this pessimist-optimist side of me just too balance so I can't decide which one is me. Well I'll be at grey area as always. And blabbing my mouth off like I always do.

Speaking of which. If life has a title for every chapter, this one will be a "Tragicomedy" like Polyester Embassy said. You weep for it, but laugh at it too. Or at least I try. Cause I know nothing else I can do. Besides, in several case we're not a key keeper for our own life.

What I'm trying to say is... Sometimes failure comes beyond our faults. And I know you can passes through it. Cause wherever you will be, I know you're gonna shine brightly.

Do you need a hug?
Just in case you do, you know where to find me.

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#NowPlaying : Fix You by Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears come streaming down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you